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Feed the Birds

The flat light of dusk shows off the brilliant blues of the mountain bluebird.

Do you remember that song Feed the Birds, from Mary Poppins? The old woman on the cathedral steps feeding the pigeons touched me profoundly at the time, and the song is probably the first to embed itself in my young brain. Its message was formative for me.

I was surprised to see a northern flicker using the birdbath, but both male and female have become regular visitors.

Last year I put out this copper birdbath (I think it was last year, maybe the year before). Every morning first thing I turn on the hose to rinse it thoroughly and refill it. But I haven’t fed seedeaters for a decade, ever since the kittens came, because it wasn’t fair to bait the birds in knowing the cats would hunt them.

Be careful what you ask for. I’ve always wanted evening grosbeaks but even a decade ago when I last fed the birds they never came. This year, they dominate the feeder, and perch in the peach tree.

A few years ago, with censure from the phoebes and some serious discouragement from me, Topaz learned not to hunt birds. Now she’s getting old and slow enough she rarely hunts even mice. So after I saw Ruth’s Bird Buddy, and had been longing for birdsong in my days, I started feeding again.

House finches bring the earliest and most lovely song to the yard. The juvenile male above is starting to come into his adult plumage, and will soon resemble the gorgeous red adult, below.

Why did I start feeding birds again when there’s a bird flu crisis? Well, it’s not really affecting songbirds, but because of the scare I think some people have taken down backyard feeders; and beyond that, humans have destroyed and poisoned enough bird habitat, erected enough glass skyscrapers, and loosed enough domestic cats to kill more than three billion birds since 1970. Across all species of North American birds, the average breeding population has declined by nearly one third. The least I can do is feed the birds.

Finches are among the families especially hard hit by this devastating species decline.

The past couple of years I’ve seen an oriole show up at a hummingbird feeder once or twice, but not stick around. So last winter, anticipating, I purchased an oriole feeder. I put it out a few weeks ago when I learned they were in the area, with some nectar and an orange, but no visitors until yesterday: I only discovered that when I checked the orange this morning and saw that it had been picked clean. After having to rescue too many bees from the nectar I had emptied that, but I put out a fresh orange half, and some organic grape jelly, and waited… and waited…

…and waited, all day. I had to go inside for awhile late afternoon, and when I came back outside before sunset I saw half the orange had been scooped out. I sat down again with husband camera. Within a few minutes, here came the Bullock’s oriole to feast! The gratification of watching this gorgeous creature enjoy the fruit was well worth the wait. I’ll try for better light tomorrow.

The elusive western tanager also made a fleeting appearance last week, slipping into the juniper and slipping out while I was on a zoom meeting I had taken outside because it was too fine a day to stay in. As I sat with camera to eye and continued to participate in the meeting, Ana asked if I had seen the Netflix show ‘The Residence.’ I knew immediately why she asked, and I’ve been laughing for days delighted that I reminded her of the detective obsessed with birdwatching. If you haven’t seen that mini-series yet, I highly recommend it.

Little Thrills

I slept late and lingered in a sweet dream where my mother, my grandmother, and Auntie Rita were all waiting for me in a hotel lobby. It was wonderful to hug them each again, and then gather them all into a loving group hug. The rosebuds I’ve been watching unfurl in super slow motion for two weeks had burst open by the time I checked around ten this morning. It’s the first cultivated rose I’ve had in twenty-five years since my rose bonsai met its demise with a housesitter’s neglect. I picked this Sheila’s Perfume cultivar from the rose tent at Afton’s largely for its extraordinary aroma; a big bonus was the colors.

The next thrill arrived down at the pond where equally suddenly a huge ball of frogs’ eggs showed up this morning. I’m pretty sure they weren’t there yesterday. A mama frog in the rushes right above the nest may have just finished laying them.

The potato leaves have been working their way up through the soil for a week now, but it’s still a thrill to see how much they’ve grown. I also spotted a tattered Mourning Cloak butterfly and a Western Tiger Swallowtail in the fading lilacs, through the kitchen window.

We went back down to check on the frogs’ eggs this evening and mama was nowhere near them. I must have seen frogs’ eggs before but I don’t remember it; I don’t think I’ve ever seen them here. My curiosity piqued, I looked up the life cycle so I’d know when to expect tadpoles. Nine days is the average, according to one article, so I know how I’ll be spending my Memorial Day. I’m grateful for all the little thrills this Saturday offered.

Determined and Unafraid

I’m not able to attend any live rallies today, but am grateful to know many people who are doing so across the country at one of the 1100+ Hands Off! demonstrations in support of our democracy. Instead, I am streaming live coverage of the event in DC with remarkable and passionate speakers across the American spectrum on this link on PBS. The president of the National Education Association (NEA) used these words in defending the rights of every American to teach, and every American to LEARN: “I am determined and unafraid!” Let’s all be that.

Walking

Where’s Wren?

We walked outside for half an hour today, Wren, Topaz, and I. The longest I’ve been able to walk comfortably, with pleasure, since early spring—or even longer. I’m so grateful for the absence of that crippling arthritis pain that had limited my life for more years than I like to admit. As we approached the back gate Topaz ran for it and Wren chased her. Topaz jumped through the slats and curled up in the sun under her big catnip. Wren had to wait for me to open the gate and then she ran circles around her cat. I savored the simple pleasures.

Back to Work

Now that I’m back to work more hours at my desk, Wren likes to sneak up and tuck in behind me in the desk chair. As though I might not notice her when I get up!

Sanctuary

Young Bucky is growing up, but he still comes home for naps. Friday he slept with his head down, he was so relaxed and comfortable. Wren and I stayed inside until he’d left on his own. The next day he was back in his bed under the wild plum, and looking at me. He knows he’s safe here during hunting season. This is his sanctuary. As it is mine, and as I intend it to be going forward in whatever ways are needed.

Massage

Wren horns in on my massage this afternoon.

I’m grateful for the lovely massage therapist that was recommended recently, and to the friend who recommended her.

Wren got involved the last time too, but she’s polite and patient so I get treated first. Elyse is supremely skilled and has brought considerable relief to chronically tight muscles. And she delivers!

I’ve never been consistent with self-care, but my new year’s resolution was to take better care of this old workhorse body, and regular massage is now a part of that. Along with eating 92 different plants a day.

Four sautéed plants in a cheese sandwich…
Lots of plants in a big salad almost every day…
Plants for dessert…
Plants for breakfast…
And more plants for lunch in this highly decorated, so simple cheese grits with saucy black beans.

I’m grateful for the means and the support to attend to this body. And I’m grateful for the means, time, and support to attend to this mind and spirit as well. As waves of grief continue to wash through me, I’m still savoring each day… each evening… and especially this evening…