
It’s not my town, I don’t own it or even live in it, but it’s the closest town to where I live. At one point in history it was a thriving center for people moving from various points east to colonize these river valleys, and has been settled by immigrants since the late 1800s after booting out the native Ute peoples. I’m sad about the brutal history. And, I can’t take responsibility for it; but I can point out that all the white folks who live here now are descended from immigrants from foreign countries, and I hope that they remember that.
Anyhoo… I moved here thirty years ago from my roots in centuries of Irish-English immigrants back east, and I was seeking the leading edge of peace in some ways just as they may have been. The oppressions I fled were different from theirs, indeed of their making, but perhaps my motivation was similar. I wanted space and freedom, and because this is America I was able to find that. To some extent.
It’s taken a decades long practice of meditation and mindfulness to fully realize how completely the true heart of peace comes from within each of us, not from external circumstances. I’m grateful for recognizing and beginning to live in this truth before I give up the ghost one day. And I’m grateful for my little town that provides almost every amenity I need to enjoy my share of inner and outer peace.
First, there’s community. Like me, most of my ‘clan’ live outside of town, but we all live around its nucleus. There are also gas, essential groceries, a bank, post office, coffee shop, and a rotation of various gift and souvenir shops; and then there’s the Hitching Post. This morning, I had some errands to run, including bank, post office, and buying a high quality soil amendment to beef up the remaining unplanted garden beds.
I thought I was going to have to drive twenty miles to one of the ‘big’ towns that make up our triangle of villages, but stopped in at the little farm store that ever since I’ve lived here always seems to have at least one of whatever I need in a pinch. Sure enough, they carry Ocean Forest organic soil amendment. So I loaded up the trunk with that and some steer manure compost, and gratefully drove the four miles home before the afternoon squall rolled in. I look forward to a productive and peaceful day in the garden tomorrow.
My little town was Fenelon Falls, Ontario, the jewel of the Kawarthas, pop. 1800 souls. Our farm was 9 km away on a gravel road. Just about everything I needed was there. I could ride my bike in to meet friends when I didn’t need groceries. Cycling home on the old rail trail I could look for birds and bugs. Over the almost 14 years I lived there the need to drive farther afield diminished. My needs and wants adjusted. It no longer seemed convenient to use up the gas and be away from my little piece of peace and freedom.
Now that my circumstances have changed I find that I have brought my peace and freedom with me to the City. I will carry it with me whereever I go.
I’m rooting for the those Phoebes. Brilliant of you to save last year’s nest.
Very lovely little acknowledgement of Crawford.
Thank you, Elazarus!
Loved reading a little of the background of what drew you to Crawford. You are truly fortunate to have found everything you need in Crawford and within Rita ❤️